From Daydreams to Goals

It has been at least a week since I have written anything substantial. I have all of the excuses: my son was married at our home, I am marathon training, family members were sick and in need of special attention, and on and on. It is summer. I am a teacher. Full stop. Yes I journal each day, but those entries lately have been short, with not much substance, merely a place where I can attempt to balance all of the activities, spiritual, physical, and relational, that I wish to include in my days. Yet I know that I want to pursue writing in a more formal way. I have a half completed memoir and the outline for a historical novel which needs major attention paid to research. When I daydream about becoming a more successful version of myself, I think about holding my first published memoir, and I dream about calling my husband to tell him the good news. So how to formulate goals from daydreams? For me it is simple, engage in a daily writing practice, put pen to paper, or fingers to keyboard, and just write. I ran across this article by Jasmine Guillory titled: I Can’t Be a Writer If I Don’t Write Everyday. She wrote about her habit of spending time everyday with her craft, that she handles the paralysis and negative thoughts by just spending time writing at least something. She wrote: “The only way I broke this cycle of anxious thoughts and creative paralysis was to remind myself that writing is a practice, just like so many other things in life. I didn’t want my writing muscle to atrophy.” Like my own physical practice of running, and my spiritual practice of meditating each day, I have to spend time on my craft, despite the daily challenges of life happening. I know that by writing regularly I become a better writer. I just have to look back at older pieces to see the growth. By flexing my writing muscles each day I am given the possibility of my daydreams becoming reality. Just for today I am willing to lift the weight. Tomorrow?

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About Me

I wrote and published my first blog post on May 26, 2009. I was about to turn 36 and had been accepted to Mount Holyoke College as a non-traditional student, on my way to completing a Bachelor of Arts in English with a minor in Medieval Studies. I had managed, finally, to know what general direction I was traveling. As a self proclaimed voracious reader I knew that I needed a vocation that would allow me to engage daily with words: reading words, writing words, and hearing words. I also needed to eat, so I navigated my way to a teaching position and I began to fine tune my craft. I love to teach and I love my students, but I also needed to continue to hone my own literary technique, voice, and style. I continued my education in order to delve deeper into literature, making connections, and most definitely, writing. I gained more confidence as a reader as well as a writer of both creative and analytical text. That first blog post in 2009 is short, the writing average, and the topic mundane, but as I continued to learn from other writers I began to understand that to become a better writer I needed to write more. Each time I write and release a poem, a post, or a story, I hone my skills. I invite you along for the ride, for this journey of mine as I attempt to wrangle a wealth of ideas and competing directions into an organized freshly paved path to publication. I might get distracted along the way, but sometimes those detours lead us to amazing views and new friends. 

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