Today I journaled about presents. The kind one gets at Christmas, those presents that you still have 45 years after receiving, those presents rooted in feeling of joy and safety. I began the day irritable; I was scared about the events occurring in my country and felt like lashing out. I was angry, so I journaled about my stuffed raccoon, Roonie C. Coonie, who was given to me by my beloved Godfather, my Uncle Davud, master of gift giving and silly songs. I miss him and the joy he sprinkled on our home. This is the poem that I wrote after my mood shifted today, by remembering that people are capable of kindness..

What gifts we receive
from life and love,
cherished moments,
gentle embraces,
fluttering kisses and
adventures that shape
each tendril of hope.
We reach to love in
the silence of exchange -
subtle smiles enveloping
dreams - belonging.
When I reach into
memories, encased
in mist and vines,
I grasp the pearl
within each gift -
sentimental songs of
love and light.
It is my turn now
to share joy - sprinkle
as if flecks of mica
on sandy shores.
Returning to times
encased by shell
I peak inside
to see the light.




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